bL3553d B3 dE naM3 of dE LORD....

Blessed be your name
In the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be your name

Blessed be your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be your name

Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name

Blessed be your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be your name

Blessed be your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be your name

Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say Lord,
Blessed be your name

I've been reading about Job lately, and i thought of this song because this is indeed taken from there........ This is one of my favourite songs..... Not really because of the great tune..... But more of because this song always speaks to me.......

JOb is one of my bible heros..... The man God boasts about to Satan..... The man that didnt fail the test of God...... He is simply just amazing....... One of the biggest lessons i learnt from him is his ability to submit, love and trust God to let go everything into His hands.....
Though i know of this story and lessons for a long time already, just this few days, during my devotion what really strikes me is
DYING......
I do no fear death for myself more than for my love ones......
Job had his entire family wiped out... And yet He praised the Lord, Yes he did grieve for his family,
BUt still HE PRAISED THE LORD!!!

I cant imagine and am so scared to imagine the lost of my loved one(family, friends)...... The question is can i still praise the Lord even if they are taken from me>??? Will i be as strong as Job?????
My Answer for now,
is NO!!!!!
I wont be as strong as Job and it will be so so so hard for me to accept and get over it...... Sigh, but what i can assure is that I pray that God will take me to that stage....... By God's grace He will......

Our life starts living whwn we Let Go..... And Let God.....

MYPG.....

Whew, a tiring but very fruitful day....

Am feeling both relieved that is over but then some what disappointed also that it's over..... Just do wish it could last longer.....
We had an amazing time of sharing, worshiping, feet-washing, listening to God's Word and most importantly PRayEr,(It was a prayer gathering after all.... Anyway, I thank God for being with us.... His presence was real and present.... And He guided our days program......

Well, I had a great time being an usher, getting to know new people, working together with different people and running around......
To all my ushers, it was my priveledge to serve with you guys..... Seriously........ You guys were just great and awesome...... And also to all my leaders, thanks for leading and serving the rest of the ushers....... Thanks for helping me to coordinate and making my job easier and fun..... And to my advisors, thanks for all the guidance and help, i definite would not be able to do any of these without you guys directing.......

I enjoyed the day, but the things that i enjoyed the most are
¬The procession..... Man, the music was really good, and the flag barrers made the atmosphere all the more grand, exciting, majestic and simply lovely, made me wanna cry..... What a way to start the prayer gathering....
¬Seeing people from different places and different language coming as one to cry out to the Lord..... This is indeed one of my hearts cry and passion....... It warms my heart everytime when i see brothers and sisters coming together to pray, worship and connect with God......
¬Connecting with people and making them feel at home is another of my passions.... Today, as head of ushers, i got to do that the whole day..... It just beings me an unspeakable joy that supplies me strength to smile and love and serve them the whole day...... Working with the ushers of my church and different youth groups was also just simple amazing...... I pray our partnership will never end......

What ever happened today, i thank God and praise Him, it was indeed a great day, one that the Lord has made..... One that has made HISTORY in beloved Malaysia....... One that will leave a legacy in my life......

I LOVE TO BE A KLUANGITE,
I LOVE TO BE A MALAYSIAN......
God BLess Malaysia.....

cHeMi5tRy...

Yup, Have been a another long holiday away from my blog......

Well, what's been going on is that I've been learning to study.....

I thank God by God's His grace that he has helped me to learn to study and really get it.....

I've been literally burning mid-night oil...... Hehe....

I thank God that whenever i feel so tired and lazy, somehow i call on His name and then i feel stronger to tackle studies......

I just know He's helping me each day to build me stronger and stronger till i finally come face to face to tackle STPM....

Speaking about studies, we've just gone in the chapter Organic chemistry...... Somehow i've always enjoyed this the most in all the chapters in Chemistry..... Though there's really a lot to memorize, but I'm working at it.....

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It's just simply amazing how there all work around.....So complex yet amazing...... Many times we use the universe as an illustration about how amazing God is, but then many times all we need to do is look under a microscope.... Seeing the complex micro life also proves that an amazing creator exists......