WHY FORM 6???

That's the question asked and asked by many people...... Dont get me wrong..... It's not that I'm fed up or angry of anything, I just feel like writing my point of view about Form 6 and why I insist in staying and why I encourage others to do too.......

1. I believe Form 6 is good time to grow spiritually, because it gives me a longer time to learn and absorb more spiritual food in a comfortable enviroment such as, home, Yf, church and CG.....
2.Through growing spiritually, I believe it comes in a package for me growing mentally and emotionally too....

3.I get to prepare myself for Uni and also my future......Why?Form 6 is very tough and busy, it will be good to train me to be more disciplined and handle stuff better....

4.My parents dont think it's a good idea to leave so soon, so do I!!!

5.I admit that I'm really attacted to Kluang, cant bear to leave, but, will have to some day leave....That's a terrible FACT I'm learning to face currently, but my prayer is that God will teach me the importance of letting go,letting God and moving on throughout this 2 plus years I have left.....

Anyway, that's my view point/perspective on Form 6, I do encourage everyone to take Form 6,but, on the other hand, God has a purpose for all of us, whether Form 6 or college or not, God has different sets of plans and doors He has opened for us, I strondely URGE all to walk into the door God has opened for us......

LeTtiNg GO.... And LeTtinG GOD!!!!

Last Sunday, Pastor Kwan talked about the topic letting go in church.....It was a really good message.....It really did speak directly to me.......I named this blog letting go.....My very first post explains why.....I truly have been going through painful times, learning to let go my desires and dreams......But after the message I dont wanna just let go.....I wanna let go and let God.....

Jesus was a perfect example letting go and letting God.... He gave up His heavenly comfort, His Lordship to come down to be like us, a human being.......He let go everything he had to God and let God use it.....Because Jesus let go, we can live in Him now......God the Father too let go, he let go of His only Son to come to earth to die for us......Pastor Kwan's conclusion was the most 'striking' to me......

"To Be Christ Follower, Is A Journey Of Letting Go"

Jesus let go of who he was to become one of us, to become like us.....

We must learn to let go of who and what we are to become like Him.....

We let go our minds to have the mind of Christ.....

Stress Pressured MADNESS!!!!!!(S.P.M)

The day had arrived man..... Was thinking of it since Friday..... Got up that morning and found myself strangely so so excited, scared and yet wanting to have faith in the Lord all at once.....I prayed and prayed and prayed........Watched my favourite show AMazing Race and then made my way to school......NO one was allowed in......IT WAS 10.00......I was like....No not waiting....It'll just kill me waitin like that...SO I went home and came back only at about 10.40.....I was glad to see my old class mates.....They all looked well....MIss them.....Anyway, only at about 11.25 did the head mistress come and gave us the news on those who scored highest in our school........She also said that 16 people from our school failed.....I WAS LIKE!!!!!AHh, dying of curiousity and fear thinking whether that would be ME!!!! When I got my results, I WAS IN AWE!!!!!PRAISE GOD so much.....I didnt exactly reach my target, but GOd did wonders to my results.....It came out better than I expected......Thank GOd.......I just couldn't believe it.....Only at night did I start to believe that it wasnt a dream........This is a testimony that God does not short change anyone......YOu just need to do your best and also stay faithful to GOd......Trust me, you'll see what God can do through you......





ANyway, I took some photos.....2 to be exact......




THis is CUi Yin,Or Crystal..... She's a cool girl......She sits next to me.....Cause we're the only 2 Chinese of our class.... She's the oldest of 8 brothers and sisters....Her bubbly attitude is one that makes her popular.....She can be counted my closest friend in school....... We help one another with homework and all....She teaches me to speak Cantonese and I teach her English.... REally gonna miss her......She has a heart to help people...... She wants to be a professional psychologist... All the best Cui Yin.......

From left to right,Nasiha,Farhana,Husna and Nada........They are also my class mates a gang I'm gonna miss..... Nada has been a very helpful assistant monitor.......SHe's always laughing man.....Brings joy into our class...... Husna has been the same class with me since Form 1.....She's also been my study rival...... A very friendly one.....We help each other with quetions all the time..... She doesnt take any tuition and she did quite well for SPM...... Farhana,or we call her Nana came into our school just this year.....She also have been a girl who has a bubbly attitude...... She is good in her language.....She's joined various Sajak and Essay competitions and scored the higest for her BM various times in our school......Nasiha has a very good english accent.....She joined debate before.......Shs's also a nice girl...... Encouraging too...... Sigh......I pray that God will bless them as they move on into their futures....... And one day they will know HIM!!!!

I PASSED!!!

YIPPEE!!! I passed my undang........YAY!!!!!! Finally......Thank GOd........NOw I can get behind the wheel......Woohoo.......

MoTiVess....

I struggle
and struggle.....
Why I do this,
Why do that??
For my sake???
Or God's???
Or something else....
Struggle struggle struggle.....
I ask myself:
'Why do I do this for this reason?
Why do that for that?
Wrong motives for an action
Wrong motives for LOVING...
Hmmmm,........
Oh GOd!!!!
HeLP.......
I wanna stop thinking this way,
Or that...
I wanna do it for you,
Not for 'him'
Or 'her'
Or me.....
BUt for YOU YOU YOU!!!!

Proverbs 4:23
~Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.