Anyway, for me, goodbyes are hard to say, and I'm not talking about 'goodbyes and see you again soon'..... Not the goodbyes you say to people who you'll see the very next day.....
The goodbyes I am talking about is the one when someone leaves your life and it will take a long time for one to see each other again........ The worst part of it is that what we've had experinced together now remains a memory.... Someone like the two examples I have below.... Hehe..... Will get to them later......
I thought of this many times before, and recently it has come back to my thoughts again...... I call it, the PAIN OF SEPARATION...... Somthing that is part of life...... We all just have to go through......
Last year, i saw my brother go...... Will be seeing him this May, but still, life has certainly changed since...... I dont see him everyday anymore and i might not be able to experience the same life with him as before again......
Ryan.....(btw that's shaving cream on his hand)No doubt He's been a great blessing to me all this years, and seeing him leave us is some what sad..... I will miss you bro...... Though you're only in Singapore, life will just never be the same again..... Thanks for being such a blessing to me.......God has indeed used you to help me come so far in life till this day....... Now as you are leaving, my life will not be the same as before..... But I believe our friendship will still remain strong as it is sustained in Christ..... May God be with you in Singapore, that you'll be a even greater vessel for Christ to all those around you..... Love ya so much man and God Bless....
Murn....
She's one of the most bubblist girls I've ever known..... Hee...... She's not going very far, just Padang Hijau..... And it will only be 3 months..... Haha..... But, I will still miss her presence in Yf.... You're a great blessing and encouragement to me too Murn..... May you be able to influenze and impact the people God will be placing around you in NS..... May you also grow physically, mentally but most of all spiritually at camp....... Love ya and God Bless......
Leaving one another is a part of life.... No one can run from it...... Especially as youths, we will leave kluang one day to go for further studies and such...... And whether we come back to Kluang or not life will still not be the same already.......
After saying so much.... I believe worrying is not what we should do.... Instead, we should treasure the time we've got here in Kluang...... Treasure the relationships God has placed in our lives.... When the time comes for us to leave, dont let everything affect ones life, but let it all go into the hands of God and move one step at a time with the Lord's loving hand as ones guide.....
To conclude, I admit this is one of the things i 'hate' to face, though my time is soon to come..... But then I cling on to the hope, that though i might not be able to experience the lovely times i have in Kluang with my parents, my siblings, the Yfer dudes, my classmates, my relatives, though i need to leave one day, Heaven is a place we can all live together with no separation, or leaving one another..... I am indeed looking forward to it.....
God Bless.....>_<
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Thanks Paulus, it means a lot to me :).
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